Tuesday, May 18, 2010

I'm lacking regularity...feeling a little sluggish...

I wish there was Artactivia. Something kind of creamy, pretty tasty that I could eat with a spoon once or twice a day to help "move" things along, you know, make me more regular. And who could we get as the spokesperson...Suggestions?

The truth is, I need to put my head to the grindstone and WORK. Harder, more frequently, and in a more focused way on my artwork. I'm trying, lord knows, but just not hard enough...I get lazy, I want to be 23 and run around and go away, go to parties, vegg out in front of some baaad TV (all important for my development, I assure you). And then I lose what little balance I have...

I think that most of my anxiety here is related to a total impatience with myself, and I'm trying to be more permissive of what I "need" in my life...but sometimes it's hard to tell.

3 comments:

Elizabeth said...

You are also working more or less full time, what with looney alcoholic bosses and tiny little babies who don't sleep all that well. Lack of time and lack of sleep do impede creativity.

L said...

true that.

after baby is safe in switzerland where he belongs i'll have some cash and some more time! time flies when you have none, i'll tell ya!

Chris said...

im feeling the same way. I think a lot of it has to do with the weather, too. The world is alive and happy again, so its more fun to chillax than it is to focus.

Also, Im going to find that cassette. so help me.